A little more. . .

Mother's Day 2010

First a bit about Mother's day. The two weeks leading up to Mother's day were very emotional and difficult. I was very worried about how I would make it through this day of Mothers. I've really been missing her. All in all, it was a good day--there were a few tough times, some very sweet moments, lots of love from my kids and Steve and it ended on a good note. My heart is full of love and gratitude for the many women in my life who have helped and continue to help me along my way--sisters (that includes in-laws), aunts, dear friends and the many women who play the part of 'mom' to me. I had a surprise visit from a dear friend, Annie(my 'second' Mom), who came to sit through church with me. Knowing it would be hard for me, she made the drive all the way out here and sacrificed time away from her own family to be there for me. It was such a sweet gift to me and something that was SO appreciated. I can't put into words what it meant to have her there.

Steve got me a glider bench for the back patio and the boys helped put it together.


This past week I have felt a new-found strength and courage to move forward with a smile on my face. Not sure how long it will last, but I am happy for the change. I have felt the faith and strength that Mom had throughout her life, but especially over the last year. I have enjoyed reading her journals and blog posts and am reminded of the unwavering faith she had in our Father and His plan for her and for us as a family here on earth. She is such an amazing example to me and I will forever be grateful for the things she taught me, especially the things of the gospel and the way that she helped me learn for myself. I am who I am because of the Mother that she was.

OCTOBER 2009

This is one of the last pictures I had taken with my Mom. This was the Saturday before she passed. Those days are something very precious and sweet to me. Something I hope to never forget. There was a sweet, sweet Spirit that attended that home as we were gathered there as family around our Mother. There was such an outpouring of the Spirit and love for one another--even amidst the sadness of losing Mom for a time--it was something I have never experienced before. It was truly Heavenly. There were angels there attending us and watching over us and I know that they continue to do so. I have felt their strength and love and guidance, including that of my own angel Mother.

FUNERAL-October 8th, 2009

Grandsons: Chris, Brad, Dan, Derrek, Alec, Calvin, Spencer and Zac as Pall Bearers

I am so grateful to know that we can be a forever family!

David, Jeff, Mike, Scott, Kent, John
Wendy, Kathie, Jennie, Me

LUNCHEON

I am forever grateful for such a wonderful family, not just immediate, but also extended, in-laws, and outlaws. One of the up sides to something like this is getting to see family and friends you don't get to see very often. I was so happy to see aunts, uncles, grandparents, and dear friends who traveled near and far to come and pay their respects and show their love.

Thank you to everyone who helped us through this week: providing food, love, time, help and support. We couldn't have made it without you!